I Don’t Belong Here

1.Atmosphere:

Vast and infinite
Just like the night I tripped
And fell right into the stars
You call it comfortable
I call it cynical
To be afraid if the dark

There is no other way
The answers for the human race
Lie out of the atmosphere
The lights are guiding me
With answers for a dying breed
Cause I don’t belong here

Your thoughts are visceral,
contradict the universe
Our atoms came from the same place,
The same cause
Brainwashed ignorance
Belittles confidence
The least if our problems is the color of our skin so listen

Just place your hand in mine
And open up your mind
And tell me what you see
Let’s draw outside the lines
Awake, aware this time
We’re more than human beings

2. Victim Eyes (feat. Doug Jones):

There must be something in the water and it’s killing me
Controlling every thought
Making it hard to breathe
It’s helps me counter act this constant state of apathy
You have us hypnotized
With all these fucking screens
You know that we’ll pay you
Consuming make believe
Distract me with petty things
So I’ll never know what you’re doing
How do you sleep at night?
I can’t tell the truth from lies
It leaves me victimized
You speak of change but I know
There’s more than meets the eye
Yeah, pick out your coffin
Cause we’re next in line
Yeah we’re next in line
I can’t tell the truth from lies
It leaves me victimized
You speak of change but I know
There’s more than meets the eye
I guess I’ll sit back and wait
Let you determine our fate
It nice to know we were dead first place
Oh Begone!
You should know the only one
Who can take my life is me
So come clean
Tell us how you’ll end the world
It’s not been nice knowing you
I can’t tell the truth from lies
It leaves me victimized
You speak of change but I know
There’s more than meets the eye
I guess I’ll sit back and wait
Let you determine our fate
It nice to know we were dead first place

3. Safely Sleeping:

It’s not time for me to wake
And maybe that will never come
All the black and white is tiresome
Always dwelling on mistakes
The things I couldn’t overcome
But it’s how I’m remembered
I see her face again
Just bits and pieces in my head
When framed together
I remember life was different
Pressed up again her skin
It would remind I’m not dead
But slowly dying doesn’t have to be so bad
And now I’m alone
I’ve felt this pain before
Why am I alone?
I never leave my home
If you could call it that
I never tend to feel in place
Unless I’m laying in my bed
And even then
I’m always losing track
Of every second
Every minute
The days fly by so fast
I don’t want to die alone
Pass into the great unknown
Tell me what I’m looking for
I don’t know what I’m looking for
I don’t want to die alone
Pass into the great unknown
Tell me what I’m looking for
I only feel safe when I’m asleep
Please don’t wake me I am weak
It’s taken the life out of me
I want to feel peace
I want to feel happy
But I only do when I’m asleep
Please don’t wake me as I dream
I’m safe in my sanctuary
I would never leave if I could
So when I wake I’ll lay here
Until I fall asleep
And now I’m alone
I’ve felt this pain before
Why am I alone?
I never leave my home

4. Piece Of Mind:

This is reality
This feels like hell to me
I’m begging on my hands and knees
Have I ruined everything?
I fucked up and now she’s gone my hands
Are not mine, so cut them off this mind
Is so sick, and now it runs my life was once lost
But I’ll find myself this time
I’m tired of hearing “son, you will be fine”
Give me some peace of mind
Is it a matter of healing or the pills prescribed?
I don’t wanna die
I’m self hated, I’m medicated
They think they’ve won now
But these demons got baggage
I got them figured out
I will kill them before they kill me
I’ve lost hope from letting go of love
And everything that made me feel
I don’t know if my cause is lost
But I’ll show the world it’s real
I’m tired of hearing “son, you will be fine”
Give me some peace of mind
Is it a matter of healing or the pills prescribed?
I don’t wanna die
Call it chemical
An imbalance in my soul
Will I ever know my worth
I’m tired of hearing “son, you will be fine”
Give me some peace of mind
Is it a matter of healing or the pills prescribed?
I don’t wanna die

5. Create Bliss:

The things I love don’t seem to satisfy
Sleeping the days away
So I don’t die
My broken body holds my troubled mind
I don’t know what I’ll say
Too scared to try
It’s me against this
Trying to create bliss
I never knew it could be this hard think straight now
These voices lead me astray and hold me down
So low
I can feel the bottom it feels like home
I found my heart here
Guarded in stone
No one can come near
No not anymore
But anymore
It’s me against this
Trying to create bliss
I never knew it could be this hard think straight now
These voices lead me astray and hold me down
You’ve taken everything
Yet you’re not even real
Pulling apart my brain
It happens endlessly
Oh how I wish I could feel
The warmth of life again
It’s me against this
Trying to create bliss
I never knew it could be this hard think straight now
These voices lead me astray and hold me down

6. Cut Me Out (feat. Devin Barrus):

Take all of the time that you need
And I’ll come to terms with defeat
Your choices don’t seem practical
I’m banking on a miracle
That if I let you go I will find peace
You always cut me out
You think I am the one that gonna let you down
But you were wrong
I’m watching in the dark as the pieces fall
My room feels a little bit empty
And your words continue to deceive
So here’s a taste of your medicine
I’m not fucking proud of this
Always keen on walking before you could crawl
You speak of benevolence
Tell me how it came to this
Cause I though we had it all
You always cut me out
You think I am the one that gonna let you down
But you were wrong
I’m watching in the dark as the pieces fall
And I keep asking myself
If I’m the one who needs help
But you were the one who gave up
And now I think I’ve had enough
You knew better
I just let her
Bend the truth inside of me
You knew better
I just let her
Bend the truth inside of me
You always cut me out
You think I am the one that gonna let you down
But you were wrong
I’m watching in the dark as the pieces fall
And I keep asking myself
If I’m the one who needs help
But you were the one who gave up
And now I think I’ve had enough

7. Type-3:

I see everything
I am a carbon based life form that we call human beings breathe oxygen
It fills my lungs I breathe it in
It fuels my beating heart
And helps me fully observe beyond the stars
We have come so far
With so much more to learn
Can you see the universe?
We have the perfect view from earth
I feel everything
My mind begins to wake,
and disconnect from everything
I’ve ever known
A euphoric overload
Continue to evolve
Finding purpose in ourselves by lending love
We have come so far
With so much more to learn
Can you see the universe?
We have the perfect view from earth
We can be type-3
Float on with the cosmos
Breathe
We can be type-3
Float on with the cosmos
Breathe

8. Like Minds:

Don’t belittle me
If you don’t know a thing about my agony
You’re just a sheep
Praise your cult
And get away from
Your judgements driving me insane
Ram your false idol
Down the throat of your child
Til he thinks he’s a god
Feeling more self entitled
I want solitude
But for some reason my business matters to you
My fucking patience is hanging by a noose
Just let me medicate
I’m trying not to die
But I forgot to take my pills again
So I descend
Cut up by critics with each passing limb
You don’t know me
You know nothing
I see beyond the earth
I’m fucking cynical
I just want to explore what is unknown
Death harbors mystery
Perfect anomaly
This is the chance of a lifetime
Like Minds are hard to come by
I live in self forces seclusion
Cause I’m afraid of my mind
I see beyond the earth
I’m fucking cynical
I just want to explore what is unknown
Death harbors mystery
Perfect anomaly
This is the chance of a lifetime
I want solitude
But for some reason my business matters to you
My fucking patience is hanging by a noose
Just let me medicate
I’m trying not to die
But I forgot to take my pills again
So I descend
Cut up by critics with each passing limb
You don’t know me
You know nothing
Like minds are hard to come by

9. Bystander (feat. Tyler Hayes):

These eyes are cold and dry
But I can see their shadows
They’re all around me now
They think they’re something special
Out of the way
No out of my way
It builds and it breaks
Repeating the same thing
Organized decay
Narcissistic brains
Your words are the poison society drinks
You might say that I’m a failure now
But I say you’re corrupted
Who do you think you are?
You might have a fat wallet
But your brain is small
I watch the world burn in front of me
Reduced to ashes
Their decisions are embarrassing
And we have no control
Out of the way
No out of my way
It builds and it breaks
Repeating the same thing
Organized decay
Narcissistic brains
Your words are the poison society drinks
You might say that I’m a failure now
But I say you’re corrupted
The knife you wield is driving down
So finish what you started
You should know your worth
When you’re less than dirt
It all fucking hurts
You’re just a bystander
Out of the way
No out of my way
It builds and it breaks
Repeating the same thing
Organized decay
Narcissistic brains
Your words are the poison society drinks
Out of the way
No out of my way
It builds and it breaks
Repeating the same thing
-peating the same thing
-peating the same thing
-peating the same thing
You might say that I’m a failure now
But I say you’re corrupted
The knife you wield is driving down
So finish what you started
You should know your worth
When you’re less than dirt
It all fucking hurts
You’re just a bystander

10. Wonder:

It always felt good to hear it
We’d speak of love
When the future looked so bright
Always needing reassurance
Cause it seemed impossible with you
So far away
So far away
How does it make you feel
To know you’re out of mind
I had you in my sights
We never could collide
You made a weak appeal
And I lost all my pride
Hope you enjoy your flight
We never could collide
I cannot help but wonder
If the thought of me gets old
With my head held under water
I am losing all control
You’re
So far away
So far away
How does it make you feel
To know you’re out of mind
I had you in my sights
We never could collide
You made a weak appeal
And I lost all my pride
Hope you enjoy your flight
We never could collide
How does it make you feel
To know you’re out of mind
I had you in my sights
We never could collide
You made a weak appeal
And I lost all my pride
Hope you enjoy your flight
We never could collide

11. Save Face (feat. Mike Moreno on Bass):

I’ve seen you fake it til you make it love
There’s a price you gotta pay
And it’s never enough to get by
It’s the last time you’ll promise a lifetime
And this feelings bittersweet
I hope you’re pleased to meet
The thief who haunts my past
My hindsights 20/20
I ended up in last this time
I guess I’ll give it a lifetime
I hear them now
Calling my name
Sayin’ “she don’t wanna see your face again”
Replay the sounds
Of hurt and disdain
Maybe these voices aren’t wrong after all
They scream your name it echoes
Throughout my brain it echos
These tempting thoughts assemble
I have nothing left for you here
So do what you need to do
No one is stopping you
We pissed on a beautiful thing that we grew
It makes me wonder
I hear them now
Calling my name
Sayin’ “she don’t wanna see your face again”
Replay the sounds
Of hurt and disdain
Maybe these voices aren’t wrong after all
Your shades of gray
They took away the best in me
You’re in my bed
And I’ll give it just a minute
Cause you’re not enjoying me
We all have our devices
So I guess I can’t complain
I hear them now
Calling my name
Sayin’ “she don’t wanna see your face again”
Replay the sounds
Of hurt and disdain
Maybe these voices aren’t wrong after all
I hear them now
Calling my name
Sayin’ “she don’t wanna see your face again”
Replay the sounds
Of hurt and disdain
Maybe these voices aren’t wrong after all

12. Confide:

You should know
The weight of your actions
Speak louder than words
Disease in your mind
Isn’t always a curse
When crossing the boundaries
Of the universe
I need your love
I’m trying to feel something
But flirting with death
Seems to make me numb
I want this to mean something
Cause I’ve never felt this
With anyone
You should know
The bricks in your body
Are only your bones
The blood your hearts pumping
Empowers your soul
If living in fear
Means believing in ghosts
It’s not my love
I’m trying to feel something
But flirting with death
Seems to make me numb
I want this to mean something
Cause I’ve never felt this
With anyone
If we go out separate ways
The earth will still rotate
Around the sun
If you will confide in me
I will assure you I need your love
I need your love
To wake me up
To right the wrongs
I wasn’t aware of
I need your love
To prove me wrong
To fill the void
I never could fill up
I’m trying to feel something
But flirting with death
Seems to make me numb
I want this to mean something
Cause I’ve never felt this
With anyone
If we go out separate ways
The earth will still rotate
Around the sun
If you will confide in me
I will assure you I need your love